I’m sorry for not being patient
For letting my heart’s desires control me
This heart is yours, with you in heaven
You, Lord, you are my treasure
Only you can take me away from my own mind
Release these thoughts that do not Glorify you
With everything I say and do, may you be Glorified
Lord, praise your name above all names
Teach me patience and dependance on your Word
Nothing else matters but your Truth
For your Truth is freedom in the greatest sacrifice
Of life to save the the lives of the world
Guide my heart and mold me into a man who stands for you
Take away all that I know, for it’s only you that I need
To live, to laugh, and to Love
Lord, my hope is in you
My hope for Love, and a life fulfilled
It’s all in you
Mountains higher than the clouds
Oceans clashing, spectacular sounds
The world which holds every single life
The universe that contains the stars in the sky
It’s these that remind me how great you are
The grandeur of the universe and stars
Then I realize: the great God who made it all
Is in my heart
Light brighter than galaxies combined
Love beyond the edge of time
Life more beautiful than eye could ever see
All in every moment you make for me
I’m renewed by what you said
To hear you is my choice
Every single time I read
I heard The Truth in your voice
Though it fades, it’s never gone
My weakness brings me back
To your Love that lives on
Even when it’s Faith I lack
I’ll always remember you
For everything you put me through
The highs and the lows
Everything I’ve ever wrote
In all my poetry and prose
In your Spirit that knows
In every melody by your Love, composed
All these which help me grow
Thank you for all you’ve done
Embracing me when I try to run
For a life brighter than the Sun
You are the Son, you are the Son
Oh Loving, Merciful, Righteous
Oh Glorious One
Words are only words until animated by deeds
The air is only air until I breathe
Love is empty if nothing is what I do
It’s everything the moment I choose to move
Love is the movement
Love is the revolution
If I’m not Loving, I’m not moving
If I’m not breathing, I’m not living
Faith becomes breath
And the air becomes Truth
Only when I realize I’m breathing you
Because I need you to live
Your Spirit moves
My heart
My soul
My mind
My hands
My feet
Everything
You are the movement
You are the revolution
You are all of this and more
Everything I need
To move for you, Lord
Is to breathe
Although the world may try to compromise me
By trying to take away the beauty unseen
And replace it with materialistic desires
That comes from the shadows of my heart
So many ways to go that lead to nothing
If I’m on my own it’s exactly where I’ll go
The sunshine tells me there’s got to be something
That’s not my own but it’s what I need to know
I need to know that I don’t know
I know nothing at all
I don’t have the strength to live a life fulfilled
Unless it comes from the true source of purpose
When I’m moving too fast, I need to stand still
Be calm, relaxed, not nervous
For life is bright just like the sun in the sky
Though the darkness will always be here
But if I turn my other cheek, and open my eyes
I’ll find meaning in the Truth that’s everywhere
The Truth is everywhere
It’s beautiful
Open my eyes
To your life, Love
I’m reaching for the most beautiful thing
All this praying and aching, I’m waiting
It hurts holding on to my heart in fear
But it’s not my cry but your voice I need to hear
Peace, you’re so quiet, I won’t make a sound
It’s frustrating how the world can be so loud
I don’t want to be one to live for the noise
I’m happy with you as my joy
I’m happy waiting for you, Lord
You’re the strength in my heart
To keep on living quietly in Love
Your Love, Lord, your Love
I am for you, not for the world
You are everything I need
I’ll Love others as you Love me
As you Love the person I’m meant to be
When the light is out
It is there
The brighter it gets
The darker it becomes
The darker it gets
The heavier it becomes
Fading away
It blends into
Everything
Misleading
No path
No way
Movements become
Wasted actions
Wasted thoughts
Emptiness
In darkness
Though it’s empty
It is heavier than the world
There is only one source
Of Light
Only light
Can conquer dark
It shows the way
The only way
But the brighter it gets
The more apparent
Our shadows become
This light is not empty
It gives everything
Colour
It makes everything
Meaningful
Its aura shows the very essence of
What is
The heaviest emptiness
Gets filled
With something
That makes it lighter than ever
It’s best to keep the light in front
And the shadow behind
For the Light shows
What is real
The shadow
Hides the Truth
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 5:08 pm
How many times does the Sun have to go up and down
Until you decide to change your frown and come around
Maybe you haven’t told God all that you need to say
There’s always an opportunity in every moment, every day
All you need to do is pray
Then do what you need to do
With Faith
When fear to live right turns on
In times when it’s easy to do wrong
When all feels lost and hopelessly gone
God will overcome, Love will overcome
It’s so easy to believe what is seen
When they are right in front of me
But there is only so much we can dream
So much we can think, so much we can deem
Faith in the fact I’m too feeble to know
Where human minds can never go
Where all things God makes unexplainable
He makes attainable
It is key to simplify life by giving
Good deeds not in taking
It is in giving we receive what we don’t know
Becomes surely what we need cuz’ God knows
When fear to live right turns on
In times when it’s easy to do wrong
When all feels lost and hopelessly gone
God will overcome, Love will overcome
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 10:44 pm
During the sun setting night
In summer’s sight of nine
Look to the sky
To find satin-like silky lines
During a time such as this so fine
Light escapes to prove a truth so divine
That all things are dark sometimes
But always end up with a brighter shine
See not the lines but in-between the lines
Live in this moment of time, all the time
See not the lines but in-between the lines
And you will discover the beauty of life
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 11:19 pm
I could be talking to a friend on the phone
I could be talking to a friend on MSN
I could be walking on the street alone
Her name can break through all of them
Every letter
Every time used in a sentence
Every beautifully sounding consonance
It adds life to air
When it rolls off my tongue
My soul dances as if a song was sung
I see and hear it
So dramatically
I see black lines
Arranged so perfectly
I hear a name
I must express poetically
I feel flying butterflies
In my stomach, physically
A person who fits it in every way
So sweetly resounding it sways
Everything about her I must say
Her name, her name, her name
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 6:43 pm
If there’s one thing that I could do
To help prevent those sleepless nights
And if that one thing is call you
Then I’ll call you tonight
I see the clock which says 10
I’m here for you, I’ll listen
We can talk or stay in silence
If all you need is a presence
If there’s one thing that I could do
And if that one thing is pray for you
I will pray no matter what you’re going through
See the night, look at the stars
Help is not at all too far
If you just reach further
Further beyond your heart
But if there’s one thing I could do
I’ll be happy if it’s me for you
I’m here on clouds in peace it’s true
These clouds are meant for you too
I’m here on clouds in peace it’s true
These clouds are meant for you too
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 8:35 pm
I’m just an ordinary guy
Who lives by an extraordinary Truth
I don’t have wings to fly I am, just like you
I’m not way up high
I know nothing too
I’m just an ordinary guy
It’s true
Don’t treat me like I’m special
My worth is not near it
However, my body is the Temple
Of the Holy Spirit
To treat it with respect is what I choose
Love is what I choose to give
A life for Love I don’t refuse
It’s in Heaven that I choose to live
I believe
There’s more to life than what I see
I live for what’s greater than these
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 1:30 pm
Please don’t mind
Don’t be confused
Is it a crime
Discovering you?
My intentions are pure
Top of my head speaks
But I still try to endure
Gripping conversation peaks
I just want to talk
I simply want to show
That I do walk the walk
Of things that I’ve said and shown
What you see is what you get
What you hear is what is true
I’ll try not to forget
All I’m learning about you
The surface is nice, but what’s beneath?
Everything worth everything is not seen
That’s where I want to go, it’s where I want to be
When discovering you, discovering me
The world gives and takes so much away
So does the Will of God above
The world gives what will never stay
But the consistency of God is forever Love
More than I’ll ever want and more than I’ll ever need
Is your Spirit Lord, found through the prayers of my plea
You and you alone can replace everything I see
Only you Lord can set me free
I’m stuck in the things that don’t last
I’m stuck living in the past
My soul is frozen because the world is cold
Melt me with the Truth behind the good you’ve told
One word proves Truth
The word is you
Jesus Christ you died on the cross for my sins
And for everyone and the pain they’re in
Whether they feel it, or don’t know it at all
Eventually everyone feels it when they fall
During suffering it becomes truly evident
That your Love, Peace, and Light are present
If I don’t see You during bad times
Then I’m closing my eyes
If I don’t see You during good times
Then I’m closing my eyes
Everyone in the world wants
But it’s in the dark we find what we need
Always, a path exists for us that is paved
And always, there is Hope that we will be saved
When I fall to lies
There you still stand
Like the sun on the rise
You rise as light for the land
As you reveal new life
The world is forced to fight
Through faith and good deeds I’ll survive
And continue the battle with your might
What can I do if I don’ t have you Jesus?
What will my life ever mean?
What would I do with all these broken pieces
Of relationships that weren’t what they seemed?
I believe
What’s there not for me to see to believe?
You’re everywhere and everything I need
You’re all that I need
The world consumes us until our souls cannot breathe
We become unconscious to what’s right
Unfortunately we deprive our eyes to see
The real foe that we must fight
We must fight the deceiver
The king of lies
Some believe in the true redeemer
Some don’t and will die
The outcome in the end depends
To whom we’ve sacrificed every breath
The choice to attack or defend
For who? To achieve True Life or Death?
Good thing the Truth exists
As real as you and me
You’ll never see it if you resist
So stop resisting what sets you free
Free from tracing lines
Free from wanting all the time
Free from dwelling in the past
And free from pleasures that don’t last
The Truth sets the heart on fire
With flames burning day and night
Constantly destroying desires
Revealing the True Light of Life
The enemy fully consumes and tricks those who don’t believe
But the Truth, it contains no trickery
Only God’s triumphant Love in Victory
I used to be proud to show your face in my wallet
Your student card with your smile so sweet
You took it back, asked for all of it
Now it’s just me lingering in my I.D.
It’s these little things that get me wishing
In these little things I can’t stop thinking
I got to come back to the silent sound
I got to stop myself from spinning around
I gotta slow down
Get on my knees and pray
Listen to the silent sound
Of His voice when I pray
Bring me back to you
I’ve fallen in love too soon
Thought I felt it, but I didn’t
I need to find your love which I’ve hidden
I can’t believe I hid this beauty
You are the one who knew me before me
No one else knows a love that’s True
Teach me how to Love through you
I got to stop thinking of
What I want in my life
I got to start looking above
And not in my desires where lies lie
For the world tempts me in many ways
Through drunkenness and immorality
I have become a playground for they
Are constantly trying to be the death of me
I await the Holy Spirit’s arrival
Who wears God’s armor and Truth
The reason for my survival
And the reason for the good things that I do
My faith guarantees victory
Solely to my King
My God in Jesus through His stories
Who is Love present in everything
I found it, though it did take a while
I found where the purity comes from a genuine smile
All that is hidden in the Truth wrapped tight
Exposed the light, and fell in love with life
It’s the feeling you get from giving a hand
The satisfaction from offering an ear
The selfless act of helping someone to stand
Sacrificing yourself with intentions sincere
I try to live my life with a goal but in-between
I strive for the truth of all things
I want to live and be in the side that is green
Living here helps me see more of what life brings
I found it, though it did take a while
I found where the purity comes from a genuine smile
All that is hidden in the Truth wrapped tight
Exposed the light, and fell in love with life
I’ve fallen in love
And I’m falling more every night
I’ve fallen in love
In love with everything beautiful in my life
Find it, though it might take a while
Find it in the purity that comes from a genuine smile
All that is hidden in the Truth wrapped tight
Expose the light, and you will find your love for life
The light is in family and friends
It is contained in the hand that you lend
It is in a heart that gives
In a heart that forgives
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 1:10 am
I was young, so was my heart
Before, it was never more than a body part
A vital organ that kept me going
Made sure I always kept it from showing
Held in my feelings, I kept my composure
Avoided being vulnerable
Then came her, my heart’s exposure
Released when it became unbearable
Love bloomed
It zoomed
I was all alone in my room
Til’ I cleaned the debris with a broom
In the depths of hearts exists absolute beauty
To find it, you must make it your duty
When broken your chance increases
So look for the diamond in between the pieces
Then drops you through goodbyes
Get up or give up? It’s all up to you
Suffer, or find the things that will get you through
My old heart broke but now it’s new
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 1:05 am
Feels great, but sometimes shines too bright
Dominantly overtakes everything else in sight
Left with just one colour, beautiful for sure
But was it worth all my effort to focus on just her?
The leftovers moved to my blind spot
I didn’t even ask myself why
Or if it was on purpose, was it not?
Guess I decided to use just one dye
Unfortunately it ran out
I squeezed everything I could
To the ends I fought in a bout
To discard it, I knew I should
Looked around for a while with the lights off
In a room I didn’t recognize as home
I opened the exit door and stepped outside
And saw a green field with a rainbow
The beautiful colours overwhelm my senses
So vivid, I now have a spectrum before me
I’m so glad I’ve learned through many lessons
How mixed reds, yellows, and blues shine equally
Filed under: Mind Urges — Miguel J Javier @ 12:05 am
Inner demons tamper with trust
Self-control, self-combusts
Words said with an unclean soul
Heart becomes black as coal
They instigate out of the blue
And there’s absolutely nothing you can do
They tear you up deep down inside
Causes dynamic emotions to collide
Exhaust the mind to a point of distress
Makes it impossible for one to confess
Everything that’s been bottled for a while
They hide the reasons for you to truly smile
They develop through a course of time
From the depths they lurk, their mission to climb
To the top where the whole world can see
Just how horrible, and deceiving one can be
These inner demons must be kept constrained
If not, one’s life will slowly be drained
If so, one’s life will be changed